When one looks at Lewis Carroll and his character Alice from Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland, one can begin to see that each of them has two distinct personalities, perhaps conflicting. Lewis Carroll’s personality can be divided into two basic groups. One of them being that of an author of fictional children’s books and a lover of children, and one being the sickly Oxford mathematician. Why does this matter? Because Alice seems to have two personalities as well, the little girl who uses reason and logic and the little girl who believes in and follows the rules of a magical wonderland. But why does this all matter?
An interesting point to make about these two personalities before going on is that they mirror each other perfectly. The Oxford logician mirrors the Alice who uses her mind to figure out puzzles that are thrown her way, while the author of fantasy children’s books mirrors the Alice who is willing to believe in the happenings of a wonderland, such as her rather calm reaction to the white rabbit.
The Alice that is willing to believe in wonder and magic can be seen from the very start of the book. On page 11 of The Annotated Alice it says that Alice did not “think it so very much out of the way to hear the Rabbit say to itself “Oh dear!” Oh dear!” I shall be too late!”, a sign of her childlike belief in the mystical. But, on page 17 of The Annotated Alice Alice seems to display a very non childlike albeit logical fear of being poisoned. The fact that a little girl would follow a white rabbit down a rabbit hole but would then fear being poisoned seems to contradict itself a bit. But why would Carroll inject a little girl with two sides to her personality, one sensible and one non nonsensical? Especially since the book itself was first told orally to little Alice Liddell, a child herself, who would not necessarily understand any of the symbolism Carroll injected into his tale.
People often ask the question of why Alice has two sides to her personality. Perhaps the answer is simply because her creator seemingly had two sides to his personality himself. If one looks at it closely, the two parts of Carroll mirror the two parts of Alice, and this leads one to wonder exactly how much of a childrens story Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland really is.
